Death consumed my thoughts on the train ride to work yesterday. I had been thinking lovely thoughts about how I feel I'm finally doing something right and how this can't really be all there is, is it?
I was scared/ confused/ saddened not about death but that when I do go I may not remember all the beauty I've seen, all the things I've accomplished or all the amazing people I love. My mind kept trying to wrap around the possibility of not remembering my own existence until there where tears running down my cheeks.
I tend to put things off for another day, but I'm not guaranteed another day and if this is all there is I better make the most out if it before my time runs out. And so, four months into it, I've finally found the theme for my 28th year.
Doing now (or as close to now) what I would have put off or not done at all.
First task- shave my legs. Hah!!
No comments:
Post a Comment